After hearing it from other people, I now understand more what it is that I’ve been telling myself to understand.
When you feel that you’ve become better and satisfied, I hope you don’t forget to come back to me.
Just the same as what I told you, I’m just here
I’m sorry at times I completely fall for my sadness and forget all about it
I’m sorry, so don’t forget to come back. Okay?
I just hope for the best that all you’re working hard for is really worth it in the end.
I love you
-M
Can we just go back to our fairy tale?
Where there are no pain.
No grudges
No anger
Just me and you
And how I first saw your face
I wish I can just forget all of this
And go back to the first time I saw you
and get a second chance
In having you in my life.
No pain. No anger. No sadness
The numbness of my feeling
Makes me drown in loneliness.
I want to forget you
Everything about you
I want you out of my life
But I can’t breathe without you.
I wish that you would just disappear
and now I feel empty
ALAM MO KUNG HINDI MO KAYANG INTINDIHIN ANG PAGIGING BUSY NAMIN, YOU CAN JUST FUCK OFF. MEJO KASI BUHAY NAMIN ANG NAKATAYA KAYA KAMI NAG TTRABAHO DIN. IT’S OUR LIFE AT STAKE. WE WOULD NOT WORK THIS DAMN MUCH KUNG HINDI NAMIN KAYLANGAN. KUNG IKAW NAGKAKANDA PUYAT SA PAG AARAL. KAMI HINDI NA GUMAGANA ANG UTAK NG MAAYOS DAHIL SA SOBRANG PUYAT DAHIL SA PAG AARAL ‘AT’ PAG TTRABAHO. YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND WORK.
ALAM MO SIGURO NGA DAPAT MAG HIRAP KA AT MATUTUNAN MO KUNG GANO KAHIRAP MAPILITANG MAGTRABAHO. PARA MATUTUNAN MO KUNG GANO KA IMPORTANTE AND TRABAHO. KAT SOBRANG PAGOD NA PAGOD KANA, KAYLANGAN MO PARIN BUMANGON AT MAG TRABAHO. MATUTUNAN MO SA MAHIRAP NA PARAAN KUNG ANO ANG HALAGA NG TRABAHO
ANO SA TINGIN MO SA GINAGAWA NAMIN, LIBRE PORKET KAIBIGAN KA? KUNG TALAGANG KAIBIGAN KA, MAIINTINDIHAN MO KUNG GANO NAMIN PINAGHIHIRAPAN ANG GINAGWA NAMIN AT SUSUKLIAN MO NG PATAS AT TAMA. YUNG ANG KAIBIGAN. YUNG MARUNONG MAG APPRECIATE NG PASSION NG ISANG KAIBIGAN SA GINAGAWA NIYA. IKAW KAYA GUMAWA KA NG ISANG BAGAY NA ISANG BUONG ARAW MO GINAWA TAPOS HIHINGIN KO LANG SAYO NG LIBRE.
TANGINA. KUNG SAKIN LANG, SANAY NA AKO EH. HINDI KO NALANG PINAPANSIN MGA KAEPALAN MO. WALA NA SAKIN YUN E. PERO MAG PAIMPORTANTE KA SA TAONG SOBRANG HALAGA SAKIN? KUNG ANG BOYFRIEND KO MALAKI ANG PASENSYA, ALAM MO NA AKO HINDI.